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wow

wow. its been 4 yrs since ii wrote in this shit. uqhh. ii was so dumb backk then.

"look at us ;; 4yrs later && we still hate our lives" - butch couldnt have said it better! l0l!

im 23 now. ii live with friends. ii workk at a daycare. my hair is no lonqer blonde && ive added some tattoos && piercinqs on me. lonq wayy from when ii was 18. ii text entirely too much. im thankful for unlimited textinq.

my brother jacob is now 10 yrs old. and a badass. playinq football since he was 5. even thouqh he pisses me off ALOT sometimes ;; id die for that boy. plus ;; ii qot people who qot people if he fucks up. [riqht lauryn?! lmao!]

speakinq of her ;; lauryn is still my bestest friend. we had our ups && downs but we made it throuqh.what we on LC ;; 15yrs && counting?! =D many more yrs to come! plus with my handsome nephew cordell! hehe! like my mom said "yu && lauryn will be best friends 20yrs from now like me && marie. she's the 1 anqel in yur life yu can trust" - hey it was a sentimental drunken moment from momma dukesz but she said it so niice! lmao! ii love her.

ive met some interesting people in 4yrs. thats for suree. but proved to be best friends. fell in && out of love. realized who my TRUE friends were. met some amazinq people alonq the wayy. reqret ALOT of thinqs. but ii learned. boys are dumb. love hurts. but beinq in love is thee best feelinq. ii wouldnt chanqe that for anythinq. see ;; im more positive. =]]

im more of a bitch. ii dont take peoples shadyness anymore. yu fuck up ;; yu kick rocks. im too old to deal with the drama that comes with life. im livinq it my way bitchesz.

ii watch more disney then a normal 23 yr old should watch. what can ii say ;; hannah montana && JONAS is funny as shit! ^_^ been to 2 Jonas Brothers concerts. idc . . . kevin ;; joe && nick are fine! l0l! totally different from Good Charlotte! heh.

idk why im writinq in here. ii think im bored. or somethinq. eh idk.

anyways ;; im outtie. peace. </3

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* Pictures are NOT working so I deleted em. And the music is being gay as well.

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** Ok ; so here's the deal. I'm not into xanga anymore. I dunno why. This is my last xanga entry for awhile. I'm just posting these poems I found (The 1st one I'm giving credit to Tyff for it cuz I stole it outta her info but changed the words arOund .. thanx. lol)  And I posted some more lyric thingys I m.a.d.e. because I fucking can. Also ;; as usual .. a shitload of iconage. I'm still doing myspace shit so go there && [[add me]] if you bitchesz wanna :: www.myspace.com/xyounghopeless3x <---Well until next time skankfucks. Peace out cubscout!  xx33

Call me a goth. Call me a whore. Call me whatever. I've heard it before. Say that I'm a bitch. And that you want me to die. Say whatever you want. You won't see me cry. I definately know none of it's true, but calling me all this shit ; what the fuck does that make you?

Your perfect little girl dropped a grade on her report card.

Your perfect little girl yelled at you last night.

Your perfect little girl talked back to you again.

Your perfect little girl painted her nails black.

Your perfect little girl lied to you all her life.

Your perfect little girl cries herself to sleep.

Your perfect little girl slits her wrists till she bleeds.

Your perfect little girl dated before sixteen.

Your perfect little girl doesn't go to church.

Your perfect little girl hates you.

Your perfect little girl has given up on life.

Your perfect little girl had a tantrum today.

Your perfect little girl wants to run away.

Your perfect little girl hasn't let you dry her tears.

Your perfect little girl disobeys you.

Your perfect little girl hates the world.

Your perfect little girl is hated by the world.

Your perfect little girl says bad things about you.

Your perfect little girl is very unhappy.

Your perfect little girl tried to commit suicide.

Your perfect little girl has become a disgrace.

Whats your perfect little girl now?

H aunted !!*

Watching me :: Wanting me
I can (feel) you pull me down
Fearing you ;; loving you
I [won't] let you .. </3 .. pull me down

You`re SO Last Summer !!*

The truth  ::  is you could slit my throat. And with my one
last  gasping  breath  I'd apologize for  bleeding on your
shirt.  And all I [need] to know is that I'm something you'll
be missing. <\3 ... Maybe I should hate you for this.       

Meh. I have nothing really to say this week. I worked. That's about it. See ; nothing {exciting}. So therefore ... I'm ganna put this 1 poem things I love && some icons. For some reason ... xanga is starting to bore me. *shrugs* And the shit on the bottom with the songs ... I [made] em because I had nothing better to do. Ehhh ... anyways ; leave me some comments skankfucks. xx33  </3 www.myspace.com/xyounghopeless3x

The girl
Looks in the mirror
What she sees is not to her taste
I hate the size of my waist
My thighs are to big
My stomach is to fat
My eyes are too blue
My hair is to icky
My arms to lose
And legs to round
Feet are gigantic
And I'm too tall
She's not beautiful in her mind;
No not at all
She can't see her inner beauty;
So her self esteem is too low
She can't see how she looks to others
No she just doesn't know

 * *H e l e n a !!* *
What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I [[s t a y]]
So long && goodnight 
So {{long}} .. </3 .. ((and.goodnight))

D i r t y  L i t t l e S e c r e t !!**
I'll keep you my dirty little secret
  [[ Dirty . . .  little . . .  secret ]]
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
[[ Just another regret ;; hope that you can keep it ]]
My *dirty* little secret .. </3 .. Who has to know?!